Monologue

I don’t recall what happen, I am not sure if it was a dream, a blur, or just a fraction of my imagination. But indeed something happened; something terrible happened. Well, at least I guess, it did. I mean, I just remember specific moments. I recall it being a foggy Halloween night, the leaves on the ground were swiped away by the wind, was it really the wind? Yeah, fofa it’s only the wind nothing else. I was trying so hard to convince my self that nothing strange was going on. As, I walked into the mist of the forest, the shadows grew bigger and bigger as my footsteps are slowing down. It almost felt like I was tiptoeing into the darkness of the forest. Looking further with no lights around, only the reflection of the moon that created shadows, made it seen as if I would never reached the dead end of the trail. Why did I decided to follow her, why women why? Now almost starting to gallop into the woods, becoming more and more frighten by the hauling of the owls, I realize that I’ve lost track of my sister’s shadow. It was then, when I saw the light, yes the light! I was running towards the light, as I was getting closer to the light, I could hear girls shouting. I was there behind a tree, I could see it; I could see my sister dancing to the rhythm of the fire. I was taking part in this act, she never saw, at least I think she pretended to never see me. I took part, I danced, shouted, participated. Oh no, I cannot imagine myself being convicted by something I did not do. Why, I am going to be punished for mistakes I have not committed, its all my sister doing. No, FOFA do not think about your sister, no not my sister. I want to dance, my body wants to be free; “I am thrilled to be part of it.” No I did not say this, no not me not me, I am not one of them. I am honest and follow the sweet love of Jesus. My body felt tired, I walked away into the darkness of the woods, back to where I belong. I cannot remember what happened after, no one could remember, not even my sister.